it was the seventies when me & Karen Carpenter hung out
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(cream)
me & Karen Carpenter
blu-tacked heartthrobs
to the hangout
wall & laid down
under our own gatefold
smiles. The ridges of our mouths
tasted like corduroy & the hangout
door was a polygon of un-hinged
ultra-violet. We stole lines from stones
& rolled them like acid
checkers on each
other’s tongues, testing
the discs of our tucked spines as we
swallowed. We rippled all through
the magazines: there were morsels of cosmetic
Top Tip to live on. We loaded our skin
& rubbed in the limits like cream, microscoped
for layouts of handbag & muscle. We could
not switch off the mirrors: it turned out
since me & Karen C
were kids we’d sucked on dolls cross
legged & shaved their limbs
to size with the
zip of our teeth. Somewhere
our mothers had bleach
dreams. We lay & grinned
on the oblong of leftover
shagpile. The seventies tasted
like orangeade, like groovy wars & honeybrown
explosions in the wallpaper. Karen
Carpenter held my hand & walked me
through the detonating spirals.
She showed me where
we could feast
on tangerine horizons
©Tracey Slaughter
Tracey Slaughter is the author of deleted scenes for lovers an acclaimed collection of short stories (VUP, 2016). Her poetry and prose have received many awards including the international Bridport Prize (2014), two BNZ Katherine Mansfield Awards, and the Landfall Essay Prize 2015. Her poetry cycle ‘it was the seventies when me & Karen Carpenter hung out’ was shortlisted in the Manchester Poetry Prize 2014, and her poem ‘breather’ won Second Place in the ABR Peter Porter Poetry Prize 2018. She teaches at Waikato University where she edits the journal Mayhem.
