Poetry Shelf Playing Favourites: Sue Fitchett

& verily the bishop saw an absence
(response to Bishop Vercoe’s statement of ‘looking forward to a world without gays’)

I take my science
leaf through
memory
will-o’-the-wisp moments
can be caught
embedded
deep into the brain
a place where even
torture
cannot hook
yank you out
leave absence

I take your name
repeat over & over
each syllable
someone has scored
a name into the wooden seat
beside my bus stop
this is how my brain will look
soft folds clasp
a bright tattoo

I take the colour of your eyes
condition myself to be alert
spot an exact match
in variegated green leaves
a grey sea wash
the brown earth I turn over
to make home for a sapling
this Arbor day

I take your laugh
in which ear will I hide this joy
harmonies to play amoroso
on morning ferries
shield against some of the din
scudding through our city

& to back all this up
when we stand in supermarket aisles
rice  flour  bread in our basket
say good-bye at airports
between one heart beat & the next
I will reach for you
with both hands
print a public kiss
on your lips

a reading
so transpicuous
luminous
if they turn us into salt
we will shine

& shine

Sue Fitchett
from Magazine, ed. Raewyn Alexander 2004

There are times when certain poems I‘ve written speak to me afresh.   While they may not be an all-time favourite they reverberate again in consciousness, align with my mood or the environment I find myself in personally or within the wider world.  I’ve become increasingly aware of the growing book bans happening in supposedly liberal western democracies, for example, thousands more this year in the US.   Many are LGBTQR+ titles or content.  Twenty something years ago a leading NZ Bishop said publicly he was ‘looking forward to a world without gays’.  I wrote a poetic response.  It’s with fierce sadness I stumbled again on this poem and now it’s become a bit of an ear-worm as I scan global new items, hear local political party ‘dog whistles’.
Sue

Sue Fitchett is a conservationist, volunteer fire fighter & Waiheke Islander.  Authored Palaver lava queen (AUP: 2004), On the Wing (Steele Roberts: 2014) and Between (The Cuba Press 2025). Co-author or editor of several poetry books & anthologies.  Work has appeared in various publications in Aotearoa/New Zealand & overseas & exhibited in art shows. Louis Johnson Bursar 2001-2002.

Poetry Shelf. noticeboard: Liz Mortonius at Poetry Live

Liz Mortonius at Poetry Live.

Elizabeth Morton is a poet, yarn teller, and researcher of the noggin. Her writing has been published in the likes of Landfall, Takahē, Poetry Aotearoa, and also in overseas journals such as the Moth Magazine, Rattle, Narrative Magazine and Smokelong Quarterly. She is always the bridesmaid, never the bride, as is evidenced by twice placing second in the Sunday Star Times Short Story Competition and also second in the Sargeson Prize. She has four poetry collections, the latest being Incident Report (Otago University Press, 2026). She likes humming David Bowie hits while walking the streets.

Poetry Shelf Monday Poem: Little Sister Buddha by Ben Brown

Little Sister Buddha

It is Thursday morning
and there are five monks on the dais.
I cannot understand a word they are chanting
but I get the gist

And Mr Oh as supplicant and translator
He fights with two swords
as is the local custom
You were his best student
in a long time

‘I view her as my sister’ he says
‘I will make an altar for her in my house.’

And my nephews at my shoulder,
‘Shall we do a haka here uncle?’
It’s tempting but I’m not sure
what the Buddha would make of it

This is the first of your funerals
in absentia at Chalong in a temple
with you on the first leg home via Bangkok
where you will lie for one day alone
in a city of 10 million reincarnations
before flying Emirates

Five monks wish you appropriate karma.
They do not care much for the body
in these parts.
They have more concern for the travel of the soul

We should not linger
near the site of your collision
but there are offerings by a mango tree
and so,
we must

.

We haka by a lake
as fish and birds and turtles are
released and you are left
to dream of your first pro fight
yours in the third round
TKO with ten elbows
brutal
magnanimous
rire
rire
hau pai mārire

The good and gentle wind.
Some of the ancestors thought it made them
bulletproof.
Uncle Taka wants your photo
for the Whare at Pōhara

You are tupuna now

There’s a nice one of you in braids
and fighting strip
You look strong
resolute
calm
Or the one when you were ten
holding the giant rabbit you saved
from drowning in the flood of 82

Same look

And as I reminisce
a man trips over his own dog right
outside my window
I wonder what the monks would say about that

In Memoriam
Ariana Brown
1972 – 2016

Ben Brown, 2016
from This Imperfect Light, Dead Bird Books, 2026

Ben Brown (Ngāti Mahuta, Ngāti Korokī, Ngāti Pāoa) is an award-winning children’s author, poet and freelance writer. He has written over twenty children’s books as well as short stories for children and adults, general non-fiction, memoir, freelance articles and reviews. His poetry has been published in various anthologies around the world, and in May 2021 he was made the inaugural Aotearoa Reading Ambassador for Children – Te Awhi Rito. He is also a father of two, which he considers his best work to date.

Poetry Box tribute: He tangi mō Majella by Jeffrey Paproa Holman

He tangi mō Majella
Majella Cullinane, 1975-2026

Reading her and now, beyond, a thrush descants
and warbles, in next door’s monumental elm, scattering waves
of seeds. The blue world sighs yet will not mourn.

Just once, an honour: our interview, for a festival you
could not be, in person. My notes told me of all you cited:
Pablo Neruda, Dante and Yeats, the great Anne Sexton,

deep experience. Even so, you came to Blackball.
Even so, you held the floor, you hushed the room.
I wish I had your Gaelic now – moe mai rā, e hine!

26.10.26

Jeffrey Paparoa Holman

Poetry Shelf Favourites: Airini Beautrais

Mrs Field

I think I would have failed if it were not
for my dear bird, who talked unceasingly,
his cage upon my shoulder. By the sea
were miles of grassy dunes; no shade. The lot
of all our worldly goods my husband got
into a heavy swag; the pots for tea,
our bedding and our clothes. Strapped onto me
my son was bundled like a native tot.
The week-long walk it seemed that every wind
on earth was passing here – a constant threat.
My body sheltered boy and parrot both.
The sand abraded me till I felt skinned
alive. Come evening, we’d make camp, and with
a stick I’d dig up grubs to feed my pet.

Airini Beautrais
from Whanganui River Poems, VUP

This poem is from Flow: Whanganui River Poems, a book-length sequence in three parts. The third part of the sequence is written in various sonnet forms, in the voices of different characters from the ancient to recent past, fictional and real. The Fields were a real family who travelled from Wellington to Whanganui, up the coast, in the 19th century before roads were built. Anyone who knows this coast will know it is wild, windswept, and involves a lot of river crossings, some of which claimed lives in the days of foot and horse travel. The diction in this poem is deliberately dated, and perhaps jarring to a modern ear, but I wanted the whole collection to feel suffused with the voices of ghosts. The thing I like the most about this story is that they did this week-long walk with their pet parrot, which Mrs Field carried in a cage. I don’t know what kind of parrot it was. I think I made up the part about the grubs. There is a beetle, the sand scarab, that lives in the sand as a larvae, and is quite easy to find if you dig.

I realised recently that there is a lot of wind in my poetry, and that it always signifies some kind of ominous mood or emotional disturbance. I find wind irritating and always feel anxious when there are strong gales blowing. I think that underneath the story of Mrs Field, there is also the emotion of the writer. I was going through some challenging life events at the time of writing this collection, and a lot of my sonnets were about shipwrecks. There was something cathartic about writing about history in poetry, using the sonnet forms, and exploring the raw emotional potential behind these stories.

Throughout this section, which is called ‘The Moving Sand’ I wanted the feeling of disembodied voices, washed up like driftwood on the beaches of Castlecliff and South Beach at the mouth of the awa. In the first part of Flow, I focused on Pākehā settlers appropriating Māori land and cutting down native forests: it was people against environment. In this section, the environment shapes people. In the future, we will have to reckon more and more with the forces of nature as extreme weather events intensify. Some of the other poems in Flow deal with climate change and an increase in the likelihood of devastating floods. Nature is all about balance: when we push nature too far, nature pushes back.

Poetry Shelf conversation and reading: Jenny Powell

Biology Field Trip
Jenny Powell
Cold Hub Press, 2026
Cold Hub Press page

Toroa Albatross Egg Sitting

Before you are out
you are in me like breath,
in me like wind and sea.

With an opening too small
for exit, I will hold you
in my lightness.

Jenny Powell

Jenny Powell’s new poetry collection, Biology Field Trip, is a lyrical gathering, an ebb and flow symposium, word by precious word, with light and shadows, with vision and envisioning, certainty and uncertainty, blind spots and beauty scenes, with the power of verbs, the doing and being, the gifts of nouns, the physicality of place and occasion. As the title of one poem suggests: ‘No seeing but in closeness’. And we are drawn in close, we are drawn in very close to experience this terrific collection.

A reading

‘Optic Nerves’

‘Rafters’

‘A Different Way of Seeing’

A conversation

Under mountain divides under dammed rivers
under mounting debt under hard labour
under worked to your bones under bankruptcy
under overworked flocks of undertakers
under social upheaval under critical protest
under secret surveillance under constant reprisals
under circling cyclonic anxiety
under spewing volcanic uncertainty
under landslide delays under floods of dismay

underneath the unbuttoning of us
our grief

Jenny Powell
from ‘Unbuttoning’

Paula: Your new collection is an extraordinary navigation of “a different way of seeing” and it moved me immensely.

Before I explore what I love about your book, a key question: What matters to you when you write a poetry book? When you write a poem?

Jenny: To write a poem I need an initial jolt or spark. Something has to matter enough to trigger my imagination and thinking. The ‘spark’ arrives in many forms, such as hearing that Hoiho (little blue penguins) arrived at their colony in rafts. My visual imagination flicked to wooden rafts at sea navigating the waves. How did the rafts stop for penguins to get on? Was it like a bus stop, where small groups gathered and signalled the paddlers to slow down for entry? And so it went on.

In Biology Field Trip some events were a matter of happenstance, such as the arrival of a Weddell seal, just down the road from where I live. When Kay McKenzie Cooke and I were reading poetry in Southland, a Sperm whale had washed up along from Aparima Riverton. We went to visit it.

Biology Field Trip, and previously Meeting Rita, have definite themes. If I write this kind of collection my creative consciousness seems to be on alert, picking up possible material as I go about my everyday life.

Paula: What is important to you when you read a poem by someone else? What poetry books have travelled with you, vitally, essentially?

Jenny: Ah. I have just finished the ‘Poetry and Music’ course at uni. There were many poems of wonder in the course, but my current favourite is ‘The Last Quatrain of the Ballad of Emmett Till’ by Gwendolyn Brooks. On the surface it is a quiet, reflective poem. In reality it definitely isn’t. There is nothing flashy or overwritten, yet whole lives, endless love, and political chaos are contained in this wonderfully constructed short poem.

I tend to hold dear the work of people rather than specific volumes. Hone Tuwhare’s poetry has remained with me since teenage years. My aural memory bank responds to the rhythmic lilt of Dylan Thomas. I keep at hand Pascale Petit, Blanca Castellón, Alejandra Pizarnik, Ted Hughes, Anne Carson. There are too many to mention.

royal jlly
vnom
wax
propoli

from ‘Without Bees’

Paula: Did anything in particular spark the arrival of this collection?

Jenny: My son said to me that he didn’t think the world would still exist by the time his daughter was an adult. This is an unbearable thought. I know he is not the only person to suffer such anxiety. As a mother and grandmother, a poet and person, I had to respond in the best way I knew. Generally, I’m quite introverted and look inwards (too much), but during the writing of Meeting Rita I developed a different way to see the outside world, to write about the detailed view she was depicting in her art. This focused external gaze, combined with my own way of seeing and interpreting, formed the base for Biology Field Trip.

This way of seeing offered in the collection is also my responsive gift, acknowledging people who, during my life to date, have shown me unexpected kindness. I wanted to encourage the importance of this. I recall a bus driver who once who gave me a free ride and conversation when I most needed it. In my twenties I was generally broke. Someone I knew turned up one day and gave me $500. No strings attached. Then there was a lovely person who sorted out transport and carried my suitcase when a taxi failed to arrive. Such kindnesses can be as simple as standing beside someone when it matters. Human acts of interconnectedness sustain us, just as particular people do. Interconnectedness of our whole ecological system sustains us, literally and emotionally.

paper boats
whirling in wind

rainforest cloud
of blue-winged moths

fish leaping
through hooks of light

shower of thoughts
written in shorthand

from ‘Drizzle of Birds’

Paula: I am drawn into the unpacking of vision and visibility, that is at times misty misted mysterious. It feels like an utterly inventive way of getting political, of moving through uncertainty and shadows to grief and concern at endangered nature, whether birds or bees or swans. Tell me about getting both political and poetic in this collection. And maybe personal.

Jenny: It is my version of political, although I didn’t notice it until the collection was complete. As a species we survive through interconnectedness with our natural world. How is the necessity to sustain this not immediately apparent to our  leaders? My protest rises from darkness in the first poem and ends with an albatross blessing in the final poem; an actual message delivered out of the blue.

I tried to reflect the diversity of wildlife through varied poetic form. I remained open to all possibilities when writing. There was a time when I became stuck with where to go. I had just seen the white ballet swans in Christchurch but couldn’t decide if I would write about them. What could be left to say? During a poetry lesson I asked a class of Year 9 students why the swans were called Mute swans. Their verbatim answers form part of the swan poems. That diversity of answers, for me, illustrates the necessary future diversity of thinking to keep us all on track. Compassionately.

I was initially worried that the wealth of writing opportunities presenting themselves around Dunedin would give the collection a ‘regional’ label. The intended reach of the poems is wider than that.

Paula: Your agility with words is symphonic. I love the repetitions, the lyricism, there is beauty in the lines that echoes the beauty in nature. Tell me about the musicality of the poems.

Jenny: When I left school I studied music, so it is not surprising that I hear poems in my head as I write. The older I become the more intensely it happens. In the process of writing a poem I read it aloud many times to establish a rhythmicality. In terms of structure there is quite a musical organisation of sections in a poem like ‘Every Particle Attracts Another’.

Paula: Living in West Auckland, with its history of devastating floods, was an acute point of connection for me to the floods in the book. I jotted down that word – connection –because the poems are rich in connections – amongst each other and with tendrils out in the world. It serves as a way of reconnecting. I have been musing on how motifs in the book are connection rich. Take mask or blind spot or an eye in a jar or the track or the stream. So many ways to speak of these. Do you have any key motifs? Connections?

Jenny: There was always going to be a recurrent strand of eyes and seeing. I didn’t plan other connections. They arrived like gifts. Young people’s different way of being. The water, and more water. Birds. Whales. Sea-life visitors to the city. Although I was trying to avoid wildlife death, during the years of writing Biology Field Trip it naturally occurred in life cycles and through human actions. I wrote about both as they happened.

Home,
my little feather cloud,
is here.

Cradle of land before the sky,
nest of learning before the sea.

Today we begin
with the language of wind
slant of its talk, pitch of its call
shout of temper.

from ‘Nest of learning’

Paula: I keep asking poets this question and it seems especially vital alongside your book. What matters to you in this ravaged and tilted world with its precious glints of hope?

Jenny: I think we must be sustained by hope. It might involve a different way of seeing for some people. In practical terms, focusing on a single leaf, is enough to begin the process of opening the shutters of the self. Our own reverent responses to the world around us do make a difference. And small kindnesses to others may seem irrelevant in the big picture, but they have the capacity to be repeated and increased until perhaps this humane practice of caring becomes our expectation in personal and political life.

Paula: Choose a poem from the collection for the reader of our conversation to linger on. Why this poem?

Jenny: I choose ‘ Different Way of Seeing’.  It is a poem that thoroughly embraces a different way of seeing from the poet and the human subject. If the man on the couch hadn’t bothered to phone DOC about the creature he noticed when checking a surf camera, we would never have developed our knowledge regarding the world’s rarest whale. As the man on the couch said in a local newspaper interview, he thought DOC would already have known about it, and he didn’t want to annoy them. There were many things going on for the man but in the end as he said, “I actually put my big kid pants on and rang it in.” What a hero.  I’ve recorded the poem so you can hear its chant, its language consideration, and it is my homage to the man and his different way of seeing.

A DIFFERENT WAY OF SEEING

A whale washed ashore at the place of shining water
could be the world’s rarest.
A whale washed ashore at the place of shining water
could be a male, spade-toothed.
The whale washed ashore at the place of shining water
was first seen by a man on a couch, sipping his tea,
yearning for the sea.

‘World’s rarest whale found by man having cuppa on couch.’

Words trouble the whale unable to write or type
alterations. Anatomy of flippers ill-equipped
for holding a pen or cup of tea. Or coffee.
The whale’s dictation too advanced for artificial intelligence.
Or people.

The place of shining water or shining river, also known
as the place of spring tides, also known as Taieri Mouth,
once known as Taiari, is where the whale was first seen
by the man, and the whale, having a cuppa,
raises the question: why he would surface for comfort
on a fabric couch?

The man on the couch, sipping his tea, yearning for sea,
has noticed, at the place of shining water or spring tides,
seagulls looking like surfers, surfers looking like boats,
logs like dolphins, porpoises like whales and the man on his couch
unsure of what he was seeing, reported the possibility
of a porpoise, or a whale.

‘The Dunedin man was checking a live stream of swell
in hopes of going out for a surf.’

Mouth of the Taieri River is not a stream.
Life gathered from inland basins, active faults,
upfolds, downfolds, ranging ridges, gorged valleys
tributary lakes, jostles onwards in gravity’s urge 
until bodily contents surge in suicide, fresh
water identity lost to ocean’s liberty.

No wonder the whale has trouble with words.

Dead in the water before he arrived, beaked spade-toothed whale
Was, on social media not dead but unalive.
Unalive, as if a softness encompassed the trauma to his head.
Unalive, as if it absolves us
from any connection with death.

Dead Sea, lowest part of Earth’s surface
now unalive. Below sea level, we are not dead certain
of measurement, we are unalive certain.
Dead heat in a high jump final, dead heat in Olympic
freestyle, dead heat in the Great Northern Steeplechase
dead heat in the Oxford Boat Race dead heat in the polls
all null and void. Invalid.

‘A breakthrough in the study of the world’s rarest whale
was found by a Dunedin man.’

At the place of shining water or spring tides
where Taieri River surges to sea,
the man on the couch did not locate
a breakthrough in a study, did not intend
any momentary fame, did not knowingly discover
the world’s rarest whale and did not forecast
such interest in life
through death.

A whale washed ashore at the place of shining water
was the world’s rarest.
A whale washed ashore at the place of shining water
was a male, spade-toothed.
The whale washed ashore at the place of shining water
was first seen by a man on a couch, yearning for the sea.

Jenny Powell

Jenny Powell lives and writes in Ōtepoti Dunedin. She is well published nationally and internationally. Her poems have been finalists in the Aesthetica Creative Works Competition, the UK Mslexia Poetry Competition, the UK Plough Poetry Prize, the Wales Poetry Prize, the Lancaster monologue competition, the Dunedin Theatre Awards and has work has been nominated for the Pushcart Prize and the Best of Net Prize. .

Powell is the City of Literature South D Poet Lorikeet. In this role she facilitates and promotes poetry projects and workshops throughout the community. . Outcomes have included posters, decals and a series of vibrant community publications in conjunction with the City of Literature.

Biology Field Trip [a different way of seeing] is her latest poetry collection and is  published by Cold Hub Press.

Poetry Shelf Playing Favourites: Rex Letoa Paget

DARLING I KNOW YOU SUFFER AND I’M HERE FOR YOU.

we laugh like we used to.
before the kids.
before the house.

back when debts were settled with
two coloured cats eye marbles
and my only pokémon card
i bought with my lunch money
off my rich palagi mate.

when ceilings were creaking floorboards
humming girl power anthems and
ain’t that just the way that life goes
down
down

down
down.
like mike splitting free throw lines.
i wanted to be the paekākāriki express.

chipping and chasing wild watercress
shotgunned under rooftops of punga eels
who sheltered clay soil paths dad spent a summer digging.

he carved our names into tree roots staircased to a creek
where we’d wash our legs scraped with blackberry.

we ran through maize he grew
chasing mystic moon views rising
at the edge of his green thumb.

he planted his seeds with
bootstraps
calloused hands and
we don’t need no education.

survived in
motor oil
whiskey breath
rothman cigarettes.

half his mates didn’t survive
asbestos or asphalt.

a few sit round his lounge now
broken boned road workers
fingers twisted in carpal tunnel
gifting bags of greenery.

cancer scares
cancer skin
four hundred dollars
a week in pension. 

gettin up
getting high

gettin down
gettin no-no-nowhere.

i sit across a table in remuera where
white collars popped discuss
what to do with their third property.

i stare at perfect crooked teeth dipped
in italian red wine
gnawing chipped paint off their beach house
in a town

they can’t even pronounce.

reclined in a railroad home
dads bones rattle and radiate
we throw our hands up to celebrate
him eating the first solid thing in weeks.

Time spins on a record player
our wishes crackle into dust.
can we pause for a moment?
can we go back to the start?

i missed my favourite part.

i visit dry creeks wishing for the same thing.
sandalwood burns through hallways and yeah

ain’t that just the way that life goes
down.
down.
down.
down.

Rex Letoa Paget
from Manuali’i, Saufo’i Press, 2024

This poem is from my debut collection, Manuali’i, published by Saufo’i Press. At the time this poem came about, I was helping to look after my dad near the end of his life. One of my best friends introduced me to Thich Nhat Hanh’s Four Mantras of Presence, which inspired the four poems that open the Elysian Plains chapter in Manuali’i. This poem is one of my favourites of the four. It was sparked by Lutricia McNeal’s Ain’t That Just The Way, a song my older sister used to play on all our summer road trips. It reminded me of childhood innocence, dreams not realised, and what it means to survive a system that is never on your side. I wanted to shine a light on the broken capitalist mentality around what hard work means and who benefits most from the labour of the working class.
Rex

Rex Letoa Paget (Sāmoan/Danish) is a crafter of words born in Aotearoa, now living on the unceded lands of the Wurundjeri people. A keen observer of the world around him as well as the world inside of him. His poetry and storytelling are his compass through space and time. His first collection of poetry, Manuali’i, published by Saufo’i Publishing Press, was awarded the 2025 Jessie Mackay Poetry Prize for best first book of poetry at the Ockham New Zealand Book Awards. His offerings are lessons, learnings, and acknowledgments for the timelines and traditions of yesterday, today and tomorrow.