Keeping tabs
As though it’s any other day
I think about what to wear
later at the kitchen counter
browser open, the world at
my fingertips, make my way
across the globe, notice the
earth holding its breath like
a child under water, for the
first time. Eyes closed tight.
Heart thumping in its chest.
Cheeks bursting. Searching
through half light, reaching
out towards the sun, white
clouds, drawn across blue
sky. Gather my wits. Draw
breath, closing all tabs.
Find myself at the stove
pour water in the kettle.
Making tea as though it’s
just any other day.
Kim Meredith
Kim Meredith (Samoan, Tokelauan, and Portuguese descent). Her poetry and short stories are founded on reclaiming space for the Pasifika female narrative and have been published in Aotearoa, Hawaii and Mexico. She has collaborated extensively with partner Kingsley Spargo performing to audiences in New Zealand and China. She is co-producing an upcoming album on spoken word and soundscapes ‘Swimming Toward the Sun’ due for release later this year.