
Photo credit: Thomas Langdon
I keep my own hours
I write on the side
I take it easy on myself
I make excuses
I follow the rules
The law of nature
The loss of appetite
I come undone
Just like you
I sit in the long grass
I take my time
I take notes
In lectures
At readings
In lieu of feeling
I take notes
I cite wars
Just like you
I open my arms
I follow through
I know the script
We are reading from
I sit by the river
I pick every petal
The river loves me
The river doesn’t love me
Just like you
© Courtney Sina Meredith 2016
Courtney Sina Meredith is just back from her stint as a writer-in-residence for the prestigious International Writing Progamme’s Fall Residency at the University of Iowa.
Her terrific Tale of the Taniwha is long-listed in the fiction section of The Ockham New Zealand Book Awards this year. In my SST review I sang the book’s praises:
‘Writing becomes a way of self-recognition for Meredith. It is song, idea, heart, family. The stories come out of a Pasifika heritage, a female heritage, and that matters. This book, marvellous and memorable, affected me as both a writer and a person. It offers me points of self-recognition. With this book, Meredith joins our very best writers.’
The sun is shining, the wind is blustering and I felt in the mood for a new CSM poem and Courtney obliged with this bitter sweet gem. I adore it. Thank you!

