Monthly Archives: May 2025

Poetry Shelf Monday Poem: Gaza by Paula Green

Gaza

We shriek and scream and holler and shout and
sign petitions and hold placards and boycott and
demand peace and listen to Gaza and weep

And our shrieks and screams and hollers and shouts
our petitions and placards and boycotts
our demands for peace and words and tears for Gaza

fall upon deaf ears

The borders are blocked food is scarce
aid is stopped displaced families are murdered
hospitals targeted under extensive ground operations

we are witnessing genocide

We will not stop shrieking and screaming
and hollering and shouting and signing petitions
and holding placards and boycotting and
demanding peace and listening to Gaza and weeping

we will not stop

Paula Green
4 am, May 19th 2025
Aotearoa New Zealand

This is protest not poetry.

Poetry Shelf on the Ockham NZ Book Awards 2025

Full list of winners here

Last night I live-streamed The Ockham NZ Book Awards 2025 and it was top-shelf viewing. I absolutely loved it. I loved hearing the sixteen finalists read (ordering more books today!!) and I loved the opening speeches of Mark Todd and Miriama Kamo. You can watch the full ceremony here.

Sixteen wonderful books that underline the strengths of our writing across voice and genre: books that are vital, significant, penned with aroha, full of heart, sparking connections, a multiplicity of voices, knowledge, wisdom, insight, challenge, storytelling, poem making.

Two opening mihi stood out for me.

Mark Todd, the co-founder of Ockham Residential, shared a few personal thoughts on why books matter: “It is important to keep producing stories that help us reflect upon what reality is ( . . . ). I’ve just finished reading East of Eden by John Steinbeck (sorry it’s not a local book) but fuck it’s good (. . . ) Writing helps us to understand each other, to reflect upon our own lives, our own ethics, good writing helps us all, in those ways, to potentially bind us together.”

Miriama Kamo was brilliant as MC. She began her mihi with the call of the birds: “While some forces move to dull the choir that the many birds we know make together, is what makes the forest truly sing, and that inclusiveness instinct is what draws us together tonight, honouring and celebrating the many diverse voices of our writers, and their voices are more important that ever in moments of political turmoil and social and personal anxiety. Books give us a chance to reflect, to slow our heart beat down, in a time of increasing polarisation. Books remind us of the validity of other perspectives, in times when power claims certainty of how we must think and act, books teach us nuance. In times of ugliness, books can cat beauty, and our finalists do all this, whether they explore ambiguity and the concepts of truth and untruth, or help us to explore colonisation and inheritance and settlement and belonging in new ways, whether they draw us into a meditative space to explore nuances of New Zealand culture, or present us simply with images that speak to the heart and soul. Books draw us deeper into our own humanity.’

Thirdly I loved Kirsty Baker’s speech as winner of Judith Binney Prize for Best First Book of Illustrated Nonfiction with Sight Lines: Women and Art in Aotearoa (Auckland University Press). Her speech included this: ‘It’s an honour to have Sightlines honoured here tonight, although outside of this room the world feels almost unbearably dark and heavy, hard won rights are being stripped back, equity is being erased, people are facing genocide. Look around the globe and humanity seems to be showing us the absolute worst that we are capable of. So often though it’s the artists and writers who remind us that we can collectively effect change. As the indomitable artist and writer Bell Hooks has said, “The function of art is to do more that tell it like it is, it’s to imagine what’s possible”, so to artists and writers in this room, keep on imagining.

The poetry winners

I am mindful every year that for every astonishing book that makes the longlist, the shortlist or the winning spot, there are other equally astonishing books that don’t. History has a catalogue of astonishing and much loved books that have not won awards. So first I offer a warm hug to those who missed out. There is a reader out there who has held your book to their heart.

I celebrated the four poetry finalists on Poetry Shelf and I utterly loved them them all. Four equally moving reading experiences as my features attest, but today I salute Manualiʻi by Rex Letoa Paget (Samoan/Danish) (Saufoʻi Press), winner of the Jessie Mackay Poetry Prize for Best First Book of Poetry and Emma Neale winner of the Mary and Peter Biggs Award for Poetry for her collection Liar, Liar, Lick, Spit (Otago University Press).

Emma Neale, Liar, Liar, Lick, Spit (Otago University Press)

The Lake

This child feels it like blue pollen that makes her hive of fingers dance.
This one a groove along his spine that must be filled with running.
Another as music that only rises here, deep in his mind, never sung.
This last, as crystal numbers that link, fold and fall like pleats in time.

We think they all must know the lake’s mother tongue.
They are her water cupped in our hands,
new skins for the old light we believed in.

Emma Neale, from Liar, Liar, Lick, Spit

“I want to choose the words so that each potential nuance fuels and remains true to the poem’s psychological energy. I want the poem to resonate with sonic qualities so that it shows traces of its musical ancestry. I want the poem to have a hot nucleus of emotional truth.” Emma Neale, conversation with Paula Green

Emma’s poetry has always been a gift for the ear, and this collection is no exception, the linguistic dexterity, the rich lexicon. With her new collection, there is a terrific density of sound and effect. Every poem an intricate arrival of sonic mesh knit chord soar whisper. How it strikes the heart as you read.

To be reading this book is so very timely, when we are grappling and despairing at inhumane leadership, at planet-and-people-polluting toxic lies, at the self-serving manipulations of self-serving politicians. How to read and write in the age of weasel Trump and weasel Luxon Seymour Peters? What can language do? Ah.

I hold this book close to my heart because it reminds of the reach and possibilities of poetry. We can speak of the child, sons and daughters, mothers and fathers. We can write of loss and love, grief and abuse, epiphany and recognition. Failings and flailings. We can write out of and because of omission, and we can write out of and because of erasure.

There are multiple tracks and clearings as you read. You might feel the sharp blade of reading along with the sweet balm of self care. Take ‘Genealogy’, for example, a poem that steps into a complicated weave of ancestry, where Emma asks, so astutely, ‘is every white genealogy poem an erasure poem / is every postcolonial poem an erasure poem will we ever be fair / and true and clear’.

Or take ‘An Abraham Darby Rose’. Take this poem and sit with under the tree in the shade and embrace its physicality, an attribute that is a gold thread of the collection as whole. Spend time with the rose, honing in on both thorn and petal (‘peach-toned ruffles’), before facing the needle sting of the son’s departure, the self-examination within the greater context of life – and sit there finding ripples of comfort as the speaker gently places plantings in ‘the soil’s quiet crib’. Take this poem and hold it close.

Imagine we are in a cafe. Imagine we are in cafe reminding ourselves that silence is a form of consent. To write is to fertilise our community gardens. To write, as Emma does, and speak of tough stuff is to strengthen who and how we are in the world. To navigate, as Emma does, being mother daughter sister friend. Human and humane being. To gather a box of groceries for the welfare centre: ‘in the hope that kindness migrates invisible currents / to pollinate every tyrant’s heart’ (from ‘Wanting to believe in the butterfly effect’). To gather a folder of poems.

Ah. This precious book with its layers and weave of vulnerability and admission. This book of hauntings. This haunting book. This necessary fertile sequence of plantings. I love this so very much indeed.

Paula Green, from Poetry Shelf review

I want to hold this morning
under an agapanthus sky
with a gentle, moth-eyed horse
as if the thread of language
could ever weave a hide
against the hook and ache of loss
when we carry it
deep as the mare carries
the sprint, the vault,
in her hocks, her fetlocks.

Emma Neale
from ‘The Moth-eyed Steeplechase Horse’

You can read the full review with our conversation here.

You can hear Emma read poems here.

Emma Neale is the author of six novels, seven collections of poetry, and a collection of short stories. Her sixth novel, Billy Bird (2016) was short-listed for the Acorn Prize at the Ockham New Zealand Book Awards and long-listed for the Dublin International Literary Award. Emma has a PhD in English Literature from University College, London and has received numerous literary fellowships, residencies and awards, including the Lauris Edmond Memorial Award for a Distinguished Contribution to New Zealand Poetry 2020. Her novel Fosterling (Penguin Random House, 2011) is currently in script development with Sandy Lane Productions, under the title Skin. Her first collection of short stories, The Pink Jumpsuit (Quentin Wilson Publishing, 2021) was long-listed for the Acorn Prize at the Ockham New Zealand Book Awards. Her short story, ‘Hitch’, was one of the top ten winners in the Fish International Short Story Prize 2023 and her poem ‘A David Austin Rose’ won the Burns Poetry Competition 2023-4. Her flash fiction ‘Drunks’ was shortlisted in the Cambridge Short Story Prize 2024. The mother of two children, Emma lives in Ōtepoti/Dunedin, Aotearoa/New Zealand, where she works as an editor. Her most recent book of poems is Liar, Liar, Lick, Spit (Otago University Press, 2024).

Otago University Press page

Manualiʻi by Rex Letoa Paget (Samoan/Danish) (Saufoʻi Press)

DARLING I KNOW YOU SUFFER AND I’M HERE FOR YOU.

we laugh like we used to.
before the kids.
before the house.

back when debts were settled with
two coloured cats eye marbles
and my only pokémon card
i bought with my lunch money
off my rich palagi mate.

when ceilings were creaking floorboards
humming girl power anthems and
ain’t that just the way that life goes
down
down

down
down.
like mike splitting free throw lines.
i wanted to be the paekākāriki express.

chipping and chasing wild watercress
shotgunned under rooftops of punga eels
who sheltered clay soil paths dad spent a summer digging.

he carved our names into tree roots staircased to a creek
where we’d wash our legs scraped with blackberry.

we ran through maize he grew
chasing mystic moon views rising
at the edge of his green thumb.

he planted his seeds with
bootstraps
calloused hands and
we don’t need no education.

survived in
motor oil
whiskey breath
rothman cigarettes.

half his mates didn’t survive
asbestos or asphalt.

a few sit round his lounge now
broken boned road workers
fingers twisted in carpal tunnel
gifting bags of greenery.

cancer scares
cancer skin
four hundred dollars
a week in pension. 

gettin up
getting high

gettin down
gettin no-no-nowhere.

i sit across a table in remuera where
white collars popped discuss
what to do with their third property.

i stare at perfect crooked teeth dipped
in italian red wine
gnawing chipped paint off their beach house
in a town

they can’t even pronounce.

reclined in a railroad home
dads bones rattle and radiate
we throw our hands up to celebrate
him eating the first solid thing in weeks.

Time spins on a record player
our wishes crackle into dust.
can we pause for a moment?
can we go back to the start?

i missed my favourite part.

i visit dry creeks wishing for the same thing.
sandalwood burns through hallways and yeah

ain’t that just the way that life goes
down.
down.
down.
down.

Rex Letoa Paget

There is so much to love about this collection, I want it to remain an open field of possibilities for you. It is self portrait and it is family gatherings, it is prayer and testimony, it is grief and it is love. How it is imbued in love. The presence of grandmothers signals the importance of familiar anchors, of nourishment and nurturing, of roots and self growth. There is music on the line, music on the turntable, music recalled. In the opening section, ‘Manuali’i’, the eclectic movement of words and lines on the page offers sweet shifts in visual and aural rhythms, as though there is no one way to pin sky-gazing or family relationships or writing poems to a singular form. The lower case letter at the start of sentences enriches the music.

The second section, ‘Icarus’, initially conjures the Greek myth, and I find myself sidestepping into notions of life as labyrinth, the risk of burning up, of plunging down and of drowning. More than anything I am revelling in Rex’s language, because, in both subject matter and lyricism, this is poetry of becoming. Verbs favour the present tense, writing exists in the moment of living, writing is a vital form of connecting. But the verbs do more than this, these tools of action, whether physical emotional or cerebral, stall delight and surprise me within the wider wordcape of a poetic language that is succulent and sense rich.

At times there is a profound ache, contagious, human, humane, and we are in the ‘Elysian plains’, there with the poet’s grief as he remembers his father. This is writing as inhalation as much as outward breath, not explaining everything, tracing threads to the Gods or ancestors, to the places we become, the connections that matter. And yes, I keep returning to the idea of poems as sustaining breath.

To travel slowly with this sublime collection is to enter poetry as restorative terrain, to encounter notions and parameters of goodness, fragility, recognition, to link the present to both past and future, to question, to suggest, to travel, to connect. Oh! and Manuali’i has the coolest illustrations.

Paula Green, Poetry Shelf review.

You can hear Rex read here

Rex Letoa Paget (Samoan/Danish) is a fa‘afatama crafter of words born in Aotearoa, now living on the unceded lands of the Wurundjeri people. His poetry and storytelling are his compass through space and time. His works are giftings from his ancestors and have been published in Tupuranga, Te Tangi A Te Ruru, AUNTIES, Overcom, No Other Place to Stand: An Anthology of Climate Change Poetry from Aotearoa New Zealand, Rapture: An Anthology of Performance Poetry from Aotearoa New Zealand, Spoiled Fruit: Queer Poetry from Aotearoa, and Australian Poetry Anthology Vol 10. His offerings are lessons, learnings, and acknowledgments for the timelines and traditions of yesterday, today and tomorrow.

Saufo’i Press page

Poetry Shelf noticeboard: A launch for Tracy Farr and Mary McCallum

Event by Unity Books Wellington and The Cuba Press

57 Willis Street, Wellington, New Zealand 6011

Join us for this special celebration with The Cuba Press. We’ll be launching Wonderland by Tracy Farr and Tackling the hens by Mary McCallum.

Wonderland by Tracy Farr was the winner of the NZSA Laura Solomon Cuba Press Prize 2024 that’s already received high praise: ‘Passionate, beautifully constructed, sorrowful and yet immensely hopeful.’—Fiona Kidman.

‘Mesmerising. A book that leaves you filled with wonder, and deeply moved. I loved it.’ Gigi Fenster.

Mary McCallum is a writer and publisher who lives in the Wairarapa and Pōneke. Tackling the hens is her new poetry collection. Her own published work includes award-winning novel The Blue, a poetry book XYZ of Happiness and a children’s novel Dappled Annie and the Tigrish.

All welcome to celebrate these two new, wonderful books.

Poetry Shelf feature: ‘over under fed’ by Amy Marguerite – a review, a reading, a conversation

over under fed, Amy Marguerite
Auckland University Press, 2025

Poetry Shelf so often reminds me we don’t work in a vacuum, that we write out of, alongside and sidepaths from what we read, that we are nurtured by writers that catch our hearts, that challenge and feed our intellects. As the title suggests, Amy Marguerite’s debut collection, over under fed, navigates various hungers, but it also satiates, as both reader and writer. Amy mentions two literary lifelines: Virginia Woolf and Eileen Myles. And poignantly, she thanks editor Emma Neale for prioritising ‘tenderness and curiosity’ in the collection. My skin is prickling.

from here
the lovely thing
(that i do not know

to be lovely yet)
ascends to the pleasure
centre of the brain

from ‘reuptake inhibitor’

Amy is writing of her experience with anorexia nervosa, a difficult infatuation and a spiky relationship. A whirlpool of hunger. An eddy of cravings and desire. Tough stuff. Yet two words, light and loveliness, instil a drumbeat, an insistent pattern beneath the propelling smash of living and a syncopated recovery map.

As I read, I keep falling into a borderzone of oxymorons where loveliness might not be lovely, where full becomes empty, or empty full, or where close smudges far, where is rattles is not, it’s pain and relief, absence and presence. And it is strange and wonderful and utterly recognisable.

Self exposure is a risky form of charting ways of being. Think acute and full-throttle feeling: ‘my poetry is firing / steel-capped neurons / at the waistline of / stale grief’. Or the temptation to burn ‘diaries / in a roasting dish’. Then again. Then again. It is ellipsis and hints, wit and sublime nuance.

[ … ] i dream of the day my eyes
are the seeds of a green bell pepper. the world is already
far too blue and squinting at what light.

from ‘far too blue’

More than anything, over under fed, is catch-in-the-throat writing – not just the subject matter – but how the words on the line sing. The visual and aural catch in ear and eye heightens the poetic rewards, the surprises. It is both startle and delight as you read.

let yourself submerge
in a puddle
of your own making

from ‘only womb’

Press your finger into the poem, upon the skin of its making, feel its beating heart and warmth and chill, and then again, warmth. Herein is the texture, the tactile, the finger touch of poetry. This collection. This collection, navigating the pulse of illness and recovery, reflection and refraction, whether self or world. Put your finger on the pulse of wonder and feel what poetry currents can do.

A reading

‘managing isolation’ and ‘love language’

A conversation

Were there any highlights, epiphanies, discoveries, challenges as you wrote this collection?

Oh totally, heaps! This collection took a heck of a lot of patience. Some poems took me eight or nine years to write, so I was sitting in the waiting room for a truly maddening time! Perhaps the most irritating thing was feeling as though this room was at once of my own making and entirely beyond my control. That was my body being clever and protecting itself, but I didn’t know that then. I doubt that this new knowledge will make the wait any more tolerable in future, just maybe more understandable, and I think I can love that.

What matters when you are writing a poem? Or to rephrase, what do you want your poetry to do?

What matters most to me now as a writer is messiness and silliness. There was a time when I thought poetry had to look like a well-made bed in order to be considered good poetry—or even just poetry—but now all I really want to see, both in my own writing and in the poetry I consume, is a bed that hasn’t been touched since sleep, a pillowcase that resembles the peeled-back wax coating of a Babybel cheese, and a bottom sheet stamped with menstrual blood. I am increasingly attracted to this kind of disarray.

Are there particular poets that have sustained you, as you navigate poetry as both reader and writer?

Eileen Myles! I can’t remember how I initially came across it but there’s this one interview with Eileen called “A Poem Says ‘I Want’” that really worked some magic on me. In this interview Eileen describes how, up until “some piece in the 20s”, they were constantly making decisions but “never taking any steps”. They also mention how they were constantly writing poetry during that time but didn’t really notice because it didn’t seem important, until they wrote what they thought to be a “good poem” while at work one day. It was then that they were like, “Huh. What if the poem is real and all this is not?” I remember pausing the interview right here and choking on my own saliva (I was also smiling a lot so that was deeply uncomfortable). I already knew that poetry was the real thing and that work (Eileen’s “all this”) was not, but still there was this new sense of wondering all over me. It is all well and good to think that poetry is the real deal, but is it really, if you aren’t acting as though it is?

It became brutally clear to me that my thinking about poetry was inconsistent with my treatment of it and my god this realisation hurt. It had to hurt. If “the throughline was poetry”, as Eileen so beautifully puts it, then my behaviour really needed to reflect that, so I started doing things that had previously seemed kind of outrageous to me: instead of defaulting to my job title, I’d introduce myself as a poet, and instead of keeping quiet for fear of sounding silly, I’d tell the people at the dining table or in the lecture theatre what I thought about a book or poem.

This interview continues to wake me up, as does Eileen’s poetry—I’m repeatedly startled by it in the most beautiful, transformative way.

We are living in hazardous and ruinous times. Can you name three things that give you joy and hope?

I’m feeling extremely hopeful about the refreshed eating disorders strategy, which will introduce “new roles like lived-experience peer support workers and family peer support workers”. You can read all about it here. Other than that, my relationship with my partner and the brilliant conversations I have with him and my friends and their friends and also complete strangers at dinner parties.

Amy Marguerite (she/her) is a poet, essayist and librarian living in Tāmaki Makaurau. In 2022, she completed an MA in Creative Writing at the International Institute of Modern Letters. Her debut poetry collection, over under fed, is out now with Auckland University Press.

Auckland University Press page

Poetry Shelf Monday Poem: ‘Memories of Ink’ by David Gregory

Memories of Ink

We moved so often there seemed no space
between arriving and departing,
interrupting and interrupted, 
and no one waving.
But one of my English teachers told me,
Books will sustain you.

But I clutched the turning page
like the last straw
in a constant wind of change,
wishing I could distil the books
and drink the stories,
to find out who loved who
and if one of them was me.

David Gregory

David Gregory arrived in Christchurch NZ from the UK on a three year contract in 1982 and found a supportive literary community here. In spite of spending a year back in England on a job exchange, the pull of NZ was strong for him and his family. That whanau has grown to include four grandchildren. He has worked on coastal environmental issues for most of his working life. He has combined this with establishing his reputation as a New Zealand poet with three books to his credit and a fourth due to be launched soon.

His poetry has appeared in many NZ publications and a number of anthologies and has been performed at venues in NZ and overseas.David is a founder member of the Canterbury Poets Collective. With the late John O’Connor, himself a noted poet, he established Sudden Valley Press (SVP).  SVP has published over thirty well-received poetry books. David is the current Manager and one of the editors for Sudden Valley Press.

Poetry Shelf: Michelle Elvy’s Poem Dispatch from the USA

I am thinking of the trees

I am thinking of the great cedar in front of my house
the feeling of flying with pīwakawaka, tauhou and tūī
when I gaze out the second-storey window high
on the hill

I am thinking of the drone views of fires that started
the year, orange sky over brown slopes, animals scurrying
to safety among 23,000 acres aflame in LA’s surrounds

I am thinking of the idea of refuge

I am thinking of our Aotearoa spaces, the National Parks
Act of 1980 that saw natural beauty as something worth
reserving, as something of ‘national interest’

I am thinking of US public lands, some 28% of this vast  
terrain, area declared protected and out of reach
of human avarice

I am thinking of the idea of refuge

I am thinking of the 20,000 rangers and the fragility
of their jobs, people working for the Everglades, the
Smoky Mountains and Zion National Park, named
for the idea of refuge

I am thinking of the idea of refuge

I am thinking of scientists at Fish and Wildlife whose work
is to see things we don’t see every day, of civil servants
whose job is to serve our planet in ways we may not
consider from our comfortable homes

I am thinking of the rare beetles and spiders who have little
protection now, of the black-footed ferret, endangered
with no voice of its own, of spotted owls and silent manatee,
of little birds found only in tropical forests in Hawai‘i,
of the grizzly and grey wolf, their majesty disregarded

I am thinking of the idea of refuge

I am thinking of the lumber company exec who manages
our forests, of the new order to log two-hundred-eighty-
million acres

I am thinking of Thoreau; I am thinking we can never have
enough nature

I am thinking of the discarded safety measures founded
in the US Endangered Species Act, granting protection for
more than half a century, but if a tree falls in a forest
we cannot protect, do we hear the sound?

I am thinking of the great cedar outside my window,
guarded under Aotearoa law, a haven for small souls

I am thinking of the idea of refuge

I am thinking of Robin Wall Kimmerer and a life
of reciprocity, of Mary Oliver eating the fish

I am thinking of Wendell Berry, poet citizen farmer
living for the land

I am thinking of what Selina said Hone said

I am thinking of the idea of refuge

I am thinking of the orphan bear cub, saved by Taoseño
from wildfire and nursed back to health, Smokey the new
symbol of forest fire prevention, living a long and protected
life – I met him when I was a kid, on a field trip to the National Zoo

I am thinking of the idea of refuge

I am thinking of Ursula Bethell’s Pause hanging over
my desk, of Brian Turner, wild hearts and Wild Dunedin
I am thinking of land as a poem and the language of Joy
Harjo with her horses

I am thinking of John Muir and how to reach the universe
through forest wilderness

I am thinking of the idea of refuge

I am thinking of protection, I am thinking of safety
I am thinking of the rumble of words on the page

I am thinking of how to see the forest and the trees

I am thinking of the idea of refuge

I am thinking of Gilgamesh cutting down the biggest cedar
I am thinking of that ancient story, how great trees fall
and walls rise 

Michelle Elvy
after more news of more firings in the US, early April 2025

Michelle Elvy is a writer, editor and teacher of creative writing. Her books include the everrumble and the other side of better, she has edited numerous anthologies, including Te Moana o Reo | Ocean of Languages, edited with Vaughan Rapatahana (The Cuba Press), and the forthcoming Poto! Iti te kupu, nui te kōrero| Short! The big book of small stories, edited with Kiri Piahana-Wong (MUP).

Poetry Shelf noticeboard – Long exposure: Poetry in response to ‘A Different Light’ a reading

Long exposure: Poetry in response to ‘A Different Light’

Poetry reading

6.00pm 07 May 2025

Te Pātaka Toi Adam Art Gallery
Victoria University of Wellington
Gate 3, Kelburn Parade

Free, all welcome, no booking required.

In this evening event, Poet Laureate Chris Tse and fellow poets Mary Macpherson, Arihia Latham, Margo Montes de Oca, Ada Duffy, Simon Sweetman, and Jackson McCarthy, will read new work in response to photographs of 19th Century Aotearoa from the exhibition A Different Light: First Photographs of Aotearoa.

Chris Tse (he/him) was born and raised in Lower Hutt, New Zealand. He studied film and English literature at Victoria University of Wellington, where he also completed an MA in Creative Writing at the International Institute of Modern Letters. In 2022, he was named the 13th New Zealand Poet Laureate. His poetry, short fiction, and non-fiction have been recorded for radio and widely published in numerous journals, magazines, and anthologies. He has published several collections of poetry and his latest book Super Model Minority (2022) was long-listed for the Ockham New Zealand Book Awards 2023.

Ada Duffy (Kāi Tahu Whānui) is a poet who was raised in Ōtākou under the shelter of Pukekura.

Arihia Latham (Kāi Tahu, Kāti Māmoe, Waitaha) is a writer, creative, and rongoā practitioner. Her poetry collection, Birdspeak, was published by Anahera Press in 2023, and her short stories, essays, and poems have been published and anthologised widely. Arihia’s poetic short film, Takaroa, was part of Mana Moana and won best film at the Aotearoa Poetry Film Festival. It has since screened in Italy and will be shown at the Helios Sun Poetry Film Festival in Mexico. Arihia is also an arts columnist for The Post. She lives with her whānau in Te Whanganui-a-Tara.

Mary Macpherson is a poet, photographer, photobook maker, and art writer from Te Whanganui-a-Tara/Wellington. Her poems have been published in print and online journals in Aotearoa, most recently in Landfall, The Spinoff, and Ōrongohau | Best Zealand Poems. Mary’s poetry collection, Social Media, was published by The Cuba Press in 2019. Her photographs are in the collections of Te Papa Tongarewa, The Dowse Art Museum, and Te Whare o Rehua Sarjeant Gallery. She is a part of the team who organise Photobook/NZ, Aotearoa’s biennial photobook festival at Te Papa. She is currently working on a photobook to be published with Rim Books, called one foot on the bottom, which uses her mother’s family photographs mixed with her contemporary work.

Jackson McCarthy is a poet and musician from Auckland who is currently studying in Wellington. He is of mixed Māori and Lebanese descent. His work has been published widely, including Ōrongohau | Best New Zealand Poems, Landfall, Starling, and The Spinoff. He currently serves as an editor at both Symposia and Salient magazines.

Margo Montes de Oca is a poet and researcher of Mexican and Pākehā descent living in Te Whanganui-a-Tara.

Simon Sweetman is a music journalist, short story writer, and poet.

Poetry Shelf feature: a review, a reading, a conversation – Clay Eaters by Gregory Kan

Clay Eaters, Gregory Kan
Auckland University Press, 2025

To wander

Looking for what we have lost

On that other side of silence

A surface that lets us write so many things into it

Knowing the little that we know

In the few ways we know how

 

Gregory Kan
from Clay Eaters

I have just finished reading Gregory Kan’s Clay Eaters and I am caught in an eddy of multiple hauntings. How to translate this transcendental state of reading? How to share this poetry nourishment? I will begin with the notion that the collection resembles a landscape of braided rivers: a polyphonic source, the tributaries, the gentle currents and the torrents, the obstacle boulders and the jagged edges, the ripples and the calm. The beauty. The fierceness. The shifting waters. The place to stand and ponder. The place to stand and be. Poetry as braided river. Poetry as wonder.

Poetry that is personal and invented and incredibly moving.

Who were you, really

Outside of us, outside of me

Outside of all my

Useless bargaining

There are autobiographical braids. The family who moves from Singapore to Aotearoa. The poet who returns to Singapore six years later to do compulsory military service on Pulau Tekong. A father who suffers a stroke. A partner and a beloved cat who dies. Siblings and their offspring.

Poetry that is slowly unfolding as we traverse the braided currents. The visual layout offers shifting movement as we move amidst silence, the double spacing, the single spacing, the space to ponder, the spare and the dense, the jungle and the family room, the familiar and the unfamiliar.

Poetry as mapping. Maps are a recurring motif on an island that has a chequered history of cartography and naming, where orienteering is a key lesson for the military trainees. Yet I find myself viewing this as more than jungle mapping, because these poetic braids are a way of mapping self, of heart. There are the slippery currents of losing and finding one’s way in both past and present, the porous areas between here and there. There is no translation for a dish, kueh: ‘Neither cake nor jelly / Neither dumpling nor pudding / But somewhere between them all’. For me that signalled the inhabited space. Nothing set in concrete. Nothing static. The forever changed. Like the braided river flowing, the same but different.

This is poetry that navigates a tough experience, the poet’s military cadet years, those jungle ghosts, where spirits may dwell in trees: ‘The island didn’t seem like a place for people’. Where it’s the ‘Endless trees running deep into the red clay earth’. And it’s the weight of packs and mysterious stories and escape longings. The hammering weapons. Heart wrenching. This ache.

And then.

This is poetry that draws forward the father, there in his invalid wheelchair or his study, notebooks piling, books on shelves. The difficulty and ease of being with him, then and now. And the family, the mother, the siblings and the offspring, coming into view. And a scene, this together family scene, after the ‘archetypal family feast’, that is a catch in my throat, as the dreams accrue and connect:

Piecing our dreams together

In a wild mosaic

A basin

For other dreams

And in this haunting braid of life and death and loss and challenge, the death of a beloved cat, Giilgamesh, much caressed, sorely missed.

I am deeply drawn into this collection, drawn and redrawn, as hold my breath and wait, just for this moment, here with the expanse of autumnal blue sky, the kererū now calm, after weeks of drunken frenzy, this red clay lining the tongue speaking, an aftertaste in my coffee. And yes this collection has stuck to my skin (see below). I loved hearing Gregory read (again see below) – actually I would love to listen to a whole audio book. This gift. This poetry gift. Thank you.

Satellite view of the island

The jungle canopy a green so dark it’s almost black

It looks like a giant black square in the sea

The giant black square is a photo

Of us

Attired strangely

Walking on a soft dirt road at night

We look like we have walked a very long way

We look like we don’t know

where we have come from at all

a reading

Gregory reads from Clay Eaters

a conversation

Were there any highlights, epiphanies, discoveries, challenges as you wrote this collection?

The entire thing was a surprise, really, and a journey of discovery. When I started writing it, I had no idea where it would go.

It all started with the island. That’s where I started digging, again.

It’s humbling to return to the site of such trauma. Often it’s embarrassing to me. But I tried to treat my past selves and memories with as much kindness and acceptance as I could muster, and that in and of itself constituted a large part of the process.

I also learnt lots of things about the island’s history that I hadn’t known when I was there. That was very humbling.

What matters when you are writing a poem? Or to rephrase, what do you want your poetry to do?

That’s a difficult thing for me to generalise. I think each poem has its own tendencies, and my role is to follow them, tease them out. The writing leads me, instead of me leading it, if that makes sense. To me it feels more like a form of stewardship or collaboration, like tending to a garden.

As far as what I want the poems to “do”, I want them to stick to the skin, perhaps without the reader fully realising it. Also, even though my work tends to be very personal, I want readers to see themselves in it too, to catch glimpses of themselves in the gaps.

Are there particular poets that have sustained you, as you navigate poetry as
both reader and writer?

Raul Zurita, Susan Howe, Myung-mi Kim, Tusiata Avia, Hera Lindsay Bird, Anne Carson, just to name a few!

We are living in hazardous and ruinous times. Can you name three things that give you joy and hope?

Love, food, and the idea that change is not just possible but certain.

Gregory Kan is a writer and developer based in Pōneke/Wellington. His first collection of poetry, This Paper Boat, was shortlisted for the Ockham New Zealand Book Awards for poetry in 2017. Under Glass, his second collection, was longlisted for the award in 2020. He was the 2017 Grimshaw Sargeson Fellow.

Auckland University Press page

Poetry Shelf Monday Poem: ‘Lines composed less than a mile from the nearest Kum & Go’ by Chris Tse

Lines composed less than a mile from the nearest Kum & Go

 

Two months have passed & each time I see that suggestive sign
I think of impermanence, as well as faceless figures emerging from
the shadows to entertain the kind of desire that makes thrillseekers
of us all before disappearing & taking on a new form. & so I find myself
buying a souvenir at a gas station just to remind me of my need
to hold on to every place that offers up somewhere soft to land
or a breeze to carry my breath back to those I’ve missed.
                                    Seasons, lovers or inspiration—come what may,
there is a reckoning with what the tides deposit on the shores of
our dreams for us to collect like trinkets. Once, a pearl got caught
in my throat & all I could sing were songs about never seeing
the cordial coastlines of home again.
                                    I left the doors to the past and the future unlocked
in the hope that I would be visited by songs yet to be written. You see,
I’ve been on Wellington time this whole time, so I know how this part
of the story ends & what will greet me when I step across the threshold.
                                    Beauty can take the form of the memories & secrets
passing through a petrol-stained concrete forecourt, lives lived through
seasons that test the roles they’re meant to play. Lovers & enemies
alike grasp at the plausibility of fate to decide whether or not to|
pay mind to the return of the Machiavellian mastermind, who
doesn’t need shadows to trick or treat.
                                    We know that there’s more than two colours that
can dictate whether we stay still or take a chance on change, more
than two ways of looking at the same cloud in an ever-shifting sky.
We all feel this in our blood.
                                     I’ve drawn a line between fluorescent lighting &
photoperiodism to settle the ellipsis, so that I may swallow the pearl
& sing of my own homecoming without forgetting where I’ve been
or the landscapes that held my absence

 

                                                                      Iowa City, November 2024

Chris Tse

Chris Tse is the New Zealand Poet Laureate for 2022-25. He is the author of three collections published by Auckland University Press, and co-editor of Out Here, an anthology of Takatāpui and queer writers from Aotearoa. Chris is a former editor of The Spinoff’s Friday Poem and has guest edited issues of Best New Zealand Poems, Starling, and Cordite Poetry Review.  In 2024, he participated in the International Writing Program Fall Residency at the University of Iowa.