Dressed for theatre
Child-me bought paper doll dress-up books with coins garnered
from selling eggs. Pressed out cardboard figurines. Snipped
garments onto varnished floors.
Handcrafted sumptuous frocks with pastels, glitter and luncheon
paper. Decorated bodices with petals dipped in flour ‘n’ water
glue seasoned with salt to prevent mould. Embroidered hemlines
with sticky grass seeds resembling tiny beads.
Gently folded paper tabs around shoulders, waists, hips. Created
narratives for red carpet events. Shawls for warmth and glamour.
Arranged dolls under coloured spotlights – beams from handheld
torches filtered through glossy cellophane. Smoothed garments
with bitten nails. Mixed and matched accessories.
My dolls wore faux chiffon nighties. Slept in bespoke chocolate
boxes
until my nipples budded. Heralded a world beyond childhood.
I ran to greet it.
Dressed
undressed myself
others.
Gave away my dolls.
Serie Barford
Serie Barford was born in Aotearoa to a German-Samoan mother (Lotofaga) and a Pālagi father. She held a 2018 Pasifika Writer’s residency at the Michael King Centre, performed at the 2019 International Book Arsenal Festival in Kyiv, and collaborated with filmmaker Anna Marbrook for the 2021 Going West Different Out Loud poetry series. Her poetry collection (2021), Sleeping with Stones, was shortlisted for the Mary and Peter Biggs Award for Poetry at the 2022 Ockham New Zealand Book Awards.

