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I am beginning the current lockdown with a reflection.
Since last lockdown I’ve
- Acquired my full drivers license
- Chipped my two front teeth in Ponsonby
- Learned how to bottle-feed a newborn
- Lived in four different houses
- Cried myself to sleep in four different beds
- Experienced my first optical migraine
- Wondered why age is more salient than a person’s humanity
- Bonded with two new felines
- Decided that emotional pain does have a location
- Apologised for being an absent friend
- Used the word ‘sorry’ unnecessarily/too many times
- Stopped going to the gym
- Slept for an entire day
- Fallen out of & back in love with my body
- Consumed copious amounts of cheese & wine
- Dismantled my obsession with the Virginia-Vita romance
- Had poetry published in literary magazines
- Swum with phosphorescent plankton at Campbells Beach
- Almost set fire to my diary collection
- Taken the ECP (x2)
- Sung lullabies to my plants in the morning
- Left people before they could leave me
- Read the Psalms
- Taught myself how to play the acoustic guitar
- Started back on antidepressants
- Accidentally/intentionally continued my streak of not speaking in lectures
- Developed a particular fondness for the Tūī bird
- Developed a severe hatred for money
- Tried tart cherry juice to aid sleep
- Redefined sex
- Learned how to use MYOB (business software)
- Made a new best friend
- Dropped the same university paper twice
- Been somebody I’m not
- Chopped open a kina on the ocean floor
- Taken a liking to capers
- Convinced myself into & out of heterosexual preference (laughable)
- Had an article published in the paper
- Continued to be hopelessly in love with a person
- Been trapped in an elevator for an hour
- Stopped starving myself (hurrah)
- Realised all my prayers are pleas
- Become a better (more present/attentive/responsive) listener
- Come to terms with my idiosyncrasies
- Read Romantic poetry in the Mount Street Cemetery
- Trained myself to lucid dream
- Drawn dead hydrangeas all over my exercise book
- Relished walks in the rain
- Immediately & overly attached to affection
- Regularly flossed my teeth
- Signed up to Twitter
- Endured the worst acute gastroenteritis ever
- Compulsively kept a blog & dream journal
- Watched my little sister fight her eating disorder
- Slept overnight on a boat (x2)
- Experienced Mal de Debarquement Syndrome (x2)
- Composed a song about bathtubs & windows
- Dined & dialogued with accomplished authors
- Worn in two pairs of blister-conducive leather shoes
- Decided I like the colour orange
Amy Marguerite
Amy Marguerite (she/her) is a 23 year old writer and student based in Te Whanganui-a-Tara. Her work has featured in WORD – The Front Line, Salient, Salty Magazine, NZ Herald, Milly Magazine, and the New Zealand Young Writers Festival. Amy’s blog.
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